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MEH

Tue Apr 7, 2009, 1:56 AM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Herve
LATEST WORK: Codeine Like Candy, ColourFest09 & KidFlickion HighTops

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Life throws you a curve ball every once in a while and lately I have had my fair share of them. Nothing seriously bad. Just a whole heap of ups and downs, that leave me thinking, "what the hell".

I have had plenty of good stuff happening lately, or plenty of stuff that has made me happy/brought a smile to my face. But if I’m not on that happiness high, we start heading back to where I was heading around about this time last year. Seems to be this fucked up circle that I keep getting trapped in. It would be all rainbows and lollypops if I could stay out of it for more than a year.

Every time I start to roll down this road, I try to re-evaluate my life. And it always comes up looking like shit (well too me it does).
Sadly it also always seems to be the same things triggering me off (or close enough to be the same thing). And that trigger is something that I don’t know how to fix with out getting messed up along the way, and it will be messy, I know it will be. There will be tears. Geez it all sounds so emo.

I know the right thing to do is talk it out with them and sort it all out that way, but GAH! How are you meant to say "I’m not ready for that type of commitment, it feels like your rushing it now because you think you will loose me"?
Really don’t feel appreciated sometimes, taken for granted. Cry me a fucking river, I know.

Anyway in other news, I have been rather creative lately and have had lots of ideas floating around in my head.
I am now on Twitter! Check it out and follow HERE!
And I have also recently started a 'fan page' on Facebook. So if you are on Facebook (who isn’t) and like my art etc JOIN HERE!

Hope you all have an awesome Easter!

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:iconfulgorey2k:
sorry to hear that you are going through some rough times.
just keep your head up girl, and try your best

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seems like you need some help....... better luck next time :)
go and visit demonika-demise @ [link]
she is a great DA artist........what are you wainting for?
:iconjadedsphnix:
Thanks for reading and for the comment :)

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:boing: Sanity is the playground for the unimaginative :evillaugh:

:flame: ~JadedSphnix
:iconfulgorey2k:
nothing to thank girl, just doing what is right

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seems like you need some help....... better luck next time :)
go and visit demonika-demise @ [link]
she is a great DA artist........what are you wainting for?

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